oh man. i dont know why its so hard for me to say things right. i must learn how to speak to the press now and prepare press releases before opening my mouth. i hope she gets the message that i tried to convey and not twist the things i say (eh, rhymes!) and the photographer says i have a sad smile. dang. i think i was kinda crappy. i didnt know what i was saying. i think it was 70% nonsense. oh dear. should i be dead now. yes. oh man. im a loser babyyyyyy so why dont you kill meeeeee. ok forget it. it has happened and its fated to happen.

this is definitely a learning experience for me. next time, i shall be more prepared insyaAllah.

seriously.

sad.